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1:17am: Wow, it's been forever...
This is my first post in forever, mostly because Ball keeps saying how lj is so much better than every other personal site creator.  Not much to say really, I don't want to turn into one of those people who post every night just to say nothing.

Do you know what really grinds my gears more than anything is when people have an issue with another person.  This isn't so much of a problem, but when they devote their lives to trying to wreck this persons it's just wow.  Who cares what people do in their lives it's not yours to live to butt out.  People won't be involved in a situation, at all, their name will never come up when you talk about this problem yet somehow this person always seems to be in someone else's live.  It just shows people are so bored with their own lives that they have nothing better to do than try and make everyone they come into contact with be just like them.  I can guarantee that everyone in this world upsets you in some way, whether it's how they act, what they believe, or their mannerisms but no two people in this world are perfectly compatible.  So why waste your whole life trying to make everyone in the world agree with you, that is an impossible task so just let it be and live your own damn life, it's not a hard thing to do.

I'm gonna stop there  so the couple of people with interest in this post keep it but thats why I love central I don't associate with those people, since most are in high school it isn't hard to ignore them and most have grown up already,  but it seems that everyone that wastes their life not living their own then ends up missing out on normal opportunities because they don't focus on what is important.  Like they drink and smoke all day thinking that even if they aren't successful that since they have "pride" they have lived a great life, but last time I checked no one has voted a "proud" whore or hobo into any type of office or important position so apparently no one agrees with you.

This was fun ttyl.

12:34am: It's been a while since i last updated this beast.

So tonight was a good one. Hung out with some people and played some intense dodgeball. There wasn't much going on...scratch that there was it just wasn't appealing to me.

It seems that people have lost their interest in livejournal and posting all their problems on here. I never understood why some people would post a like three word entry such as, "Now it sucks" or "My life is fucked" and that would be all. Now i realize some people need to vent or some need advice but when you just tell people a few words it doesnt seem to accomplish anything. It's almost like they're just craving attention and feel if they get a little from their livejournal their life will be all good.

Anyone wanna see Ted Leo and the Pharmacists at the Blind Pig in Ann Arbor on the 8th of March. It is a school night but i still really want to go anyone wanna go maybe too???

5:54pm: the things our government does

( Too long for just a normal entry so cut here, it's actually very interesting. )

11:40am: Funny Stuff??
Hey how is everyone doing, ok here. Need to study for exams but too lazy. Last night was a good one, had some nice talks. Isn't it weird how something can change in seconds, we have no contorl over these changes yet they happen anyway. Life is filled with irony. I hope the changes though work out for the best and it isnt too significant of a change and won't change too much.

So as of yesterday I'm an only child. Not literally but both my sisters are gone now and I'm the only one at my house. This will be nice b/c when my parents are at work adn I dont have school i can do whatever wihtout worrying about them interupting, but then my parents focus all of their attention on me and that isnt too good. It's weird though with them gone b/c Ive never not had at least one home and itll be weird with them gone and not leaving the light on for them or talking to them so i dunno its just going to be different.

notice my new icon??

i need new clothes, who wants to shop with me??

i need to find 2 people to go to florida with me this year for spring break, if you're interested let me know (you'll need about 200-300 dollars)??

Ummm anyone wanna study for exams with me??

3:30pm: Just Stuff
So definetly not looking forwards to school again...did one of those year end surveys just to reflect and pass the time, read it if you wanna it's up to you though....

( 2005 Survey )

6:06pm: It has been almost 3 weeks since my last update, that is a long time it seems. Livejournal seems to be dieing and MySpace seems to be ruling the world right now, Tom must be a very rich man b/c like 45 million people are on that now and that is a lot of people. Well it's been an interesting 3 weeks, nothing big really happened except christmas, finally got an Ipod which is good b/c i hated looking through all the CD's in my car for the "right" one, it was a mess.

Ever noticed how some people don't seem to keep promises they make. Such as over break i was told by people that we'd do certain things and they seemed really hyped and excited for it, as was I. But then plans change which i understand b/c nothing is set in stone, but there was still time to do these things but the people just seemed to not care b/c they just didn't seemt to want to. They just gave up on all the plans we made and were like whatever i don't really care about our stuff anymore. I'm not just telling you this to let you know every detail of my life but it's more of a premise to a question, why do people make promises and then most of the time or always break them?? Its not all people just a few, and it baffles me how they can care so little so I'm just wondering why people do this?? soem nice feedback would be nice b/c ive thought about it for a while...

8:21pm:

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Saturday I broke mrball's X-Box (-12 points). Last week I caught a purse-snatcher who stole i_heart_yogurt's purse (30 points). Last Friday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In October I put gum in i_beat_tetris's hair (-12 points). In February I helped ilak_ekaep see the light (8 points). Overall, I've been nice (15 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon! Sincerely, i-run-slow

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

i found this amusing just because of the people i do stuff to and how it doesnt fit them much but is still hilarious

6:23pm: Concerts???
I was reading some lj's in the past few weeks and thinking about summer and i realized that no GOOD bands these days go on tour much anymore. Pop punk crap is always on tour and doing shows all over the place like warped tour all summer and stuff. I mean bands like Blut Aus Nord, Dragonforce, The Mars Volta, Maiden, etc etc. Now sure these bands go on tour but they either tour in europe or tour with some really shitty bands (i.e. Weezer with foo fighters and Mars Volta with system of a down). Now how that second one came to be is beyond me but there are alot of metal bands out there that dont tour at all or do a very very few select shows in the U.S. and don't ever come to Michigan. Now im not saying ALL bands are like this so dont get all defensive by this but it seems that there are a lot more pop punk tours out there than metal tours (dont anyone say ozzfest they dont really have anybody too special except for like maybe 3-5 bands/year), there is like warped tour, the nintendo tour, the xbox tour coming up and i dont see how soo many peopel keep going and watching the same band. I dunno I just noticed this the other day and really wish some other genres would come around and tour here more often cause i can guarantee a lot of people would go and see them.

Wow, that was a long rambling, complaining, entry (my song is now "Change")

So yeah leave some opinions for me, ttyl

P.S. i hate the word "grounded" and people being grounded=dumb dumb idea

9:15pm: Forever and ever...
hey to everyone. I haven't updated since before the big h-ween and now its almost the big turkey day. Im going up hunting next week which is amazingly fun up there. If anyone wants to go tell me b/c my dad said i could take someone and its a really fun time with all my cousins cause we get hilarious at night. But that means i wont be here for like 5 days so...................exactly...................

ive been listening to a lot of metalcore lately (well like 2 more bands) but still i think that its pretty good music. ive also been listening to a lot of folk type stuff too (not all folk but somewhere around it) like sufjan and anathallo and bob dylan and johnny cash, that is one of the hidden genres (not really hidden but people dont seem to appreciate the quality of music in it much).

my itunes broke and i dont know why. i went to download the new version and it just woldnt open after i downloaded it and i tried the whole quicktime alternate thing so i dunno if you can help please do.

i was looking over my last lj update and i realized how much more implicity sucks now. not in a mathematical sense cause i rocked that test but in a more social standpoint. like when someone implies something without saying it exactly and try to get you to understand it b/c its mean or something i just dont like that. pessismism also sucks...alot...

well c-ya'll around sometimes...comment...

P.S. about folk music, if anyone wants to see the Johnny Cash movie, "Walk the Line" wiht me tell me cause i wanna go (also Harry Potter)

1:36am: Thinking Never Seems To Help
how come the contemplative face is smiling, usually when someone is thinking, especially deep thinking, its usually not good or happy, i dunno maybe thats just my pessimism talking...

...anyways...Tonight i noticed how im not a very talkitive person.  I've always known its hard for me to talk to people but like i cant talk to anyone about anything.  Like if i have a certain feeling or belief of something how i can never open up to anyone (but like 5 people) about it.  I just dont think its good to keep it inside because then its turned into rage and i dont need any of that but if i wanted to tell someone this I FEEL AS IF THEY WILL GET MAD WHEN I DO AND MY PESSIMISM COMES BACK SO I DONT TELL THEM BECAUSE I THINK IF I DO EVERYTHING WILL BE MESSED UP.  I dunno but thats just how i feel and i really wish i did talk more cause sometimes i have good or funny things to say i just get to paranoid about them.  O well hopefully i can open up to like 1 or 2 certain people about things b/c i think that it might affect them some but i dunno...I also wish certain people would open up more to me at times because i really want to know how they are feeling and why and if i can help but people seem to just be like "i dunno" or something when people try to talk to them more (i do it too but EVERYONE else does to)...

...I also hate implicity, whether its with derivatives or when soemone is telling you something and they are implying that you are bad at it or that you should be more like this without actually telling you this straight to your face ( that whole little paragraph just contradicted this entry kind, almost)...

...That's all...c-ya...

12:24am: Fo' Sho'
So yeah cross is pretty much done, i cant decide whether to wrestle or run/lift all winter.

And next year i still cant decide football or cross, cross is way more fun but well football has that little excitingness to it, what do you think?

I was looking at that anonymous thing from a while ago and it seemed some people wanna be better firnds with me or have good comments but i dunno who said what so i cant try to talk to you more if i dont know who you are so if you wouldnt mind to maybe tell me who put what or give me an anymous clue to try and help me realize who you are or something like that if you wanna...

Check out my hott new icon.

Put up 250 today.

I'm really sore so I'm gonna go sleep.

Good night all.

9:43pm: For the Longest Time...
WOw, it has been a long time (almost 3 weeks) since I've last update, i guess its b/c ive been so busy but im sure all 7 of you out there dont wanna hear all about it so ill sum it up quickly:

• RADIOHEAD is f'in amazing, you need to get soem of there stuff by donwloading or ill burn you it theyre better than Sufjan Stevens (thats how good they are)
• had HC, AMAZING time, enough said
• XC is almost done which makes me happy b/c more time for lifitng and math, bad b/c the team is so fun to hang with and stuff (and im finally getting faster, even though its not fast at all its still at least where i thought id be, so the name serves no purpose now)
  
• something very good happened to me the last 1.5 weeks, very very veryx10000000000 good indeed ;-)
• Radiohead kicks ace

I've been thinking a lot lately and i realized that i am a very shy person.  This just kind of surprises me b/c fi you knew me in middle school i was very loud (esp. 6th grade english).  But i seem to have gotten really shy which i dont like b/c then people cant get to know me.  I dunno i just think im really shy, dont you?

Well that was a good update (i was kinda forced to but it was needed) so ill ttyl everyone, C-ya.


( P.S. I was tagged so i guess I'll do it )

7:41pm: Why Not
I want you to post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, copy and paste this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

8:50pm: Roids
Today something very weird happened. Actually it has happened before but not this bad. Today throughout weighttraining and lifting after practice like 6-8 kids asked me if i have taken steroids. And well for all of you out there, no i havent. I've been asked like 25-30 times just this year about them too. Whatever though it just means more people are checking out my hott bod (jk jk jk jk jk jk jk). So yea just thought I'd let you all know that I don't take steroids.

P.S. Sufjan Stevens is freakin' the best ever like just wow he's so good.

7:21pm: WOW
Sufjan Stevens is the most amazing musical artist I've ever heard. Get some of his stuff now because it is just so amazing, better than anything you listen to (well except like 5-10 things out there).

Have you ever been afraid to do something because you were afraid the outcome wouldn't be what you wanted? I'm sure every single person has and its nothing new but dont you just hate it? It just happened to me, i was talking to a friend and we talked about something and realized we both have something in common. O well it goes to show you that you have to take chances and most of the time it'll work out.

6:42pm: New LJ
So yeah i decided to make a new lj because well i just didnt really like my old name. I had a cross meet today and well by the looks of my name that kind of says how i did. I decided while driving home that i might play football next year since my running career isn't looking so good. Speaking of football how overrated will Michigan get? I mean they were ranked 3rd meaning only 2 teams in the entire nation were supposed to be better than them but of course they screwed themselves over in the first 3 games as every year, i dont think theyve been 3-0 or 4-0 in the last at least 4 years. So yeah well I'm bored and im gonna go eat my Quiznos .